another subliminal note to self: Give it another year.

thank you :)

unconditional love

Love is rare enough. Unconditional love is even harder to find. Knowing that my family provides this regardless of how removed from the Hsu family world I am is immensely powerful. No matter how much I mess up, how low I feel, how much I accomplish, win or lose, they will be there to provide love without judging and without prerequisites.

i < 3 my job!

today i got to ultrasound a pretty G NFL player. Then i went home and had some nice home made spiked gatorate from concentrate. oooooooooohhh yeah.

"I will help you every step of the way"

Kind words from the most unexpected stranger, converted to a friend. A friend who says he believes in me.



I've been trapped too long in the mindset "I can't, because I don't think I'm good enough. I think this way because of you"

perhaps in the top 5 most common awkward conversations

Bob: Hey buddy, are you going to our gr8 friend sally's birthday party tonight?
Bill: ... what birthday party..? :|

I've decided not to do wet lab. I do not like it. I do not like pipetting, extracting DNA, adding buffers ALL DAY. It makes me restless. I will not do it to impress anyone, to buffer any resume, it is not for me. There are plenty of other paths I can take that do not involve things I dislike doing.