nothing more humbling than getting your own ass handed to you by a former competitor.


for some reason, I always crave chocolate a few hours after a hard run..?!

call me narcissistic, but here I am sittin in my pop's office stalking old videos of run-gela on his computer.






i miss being this inexplicably tired. the pain is phenomenal
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edit: am feeling a strong compulsion to just sit and read. anyone care to join?

blog crush

so i really enjoy reading your blogs. i respect the fact that you're bold enough to express your feelings without fear of being judged as fragile. Pretty solid insight you have, and so eloquently worded too.

I'm sorry I defriended you on fb, it really wasn't personal. it may have seemed like a petty gesture, but you and your crew just kept showing up on my newsfeed during a time i really couldn't take it.

never really do this, but i actually dedicate this post to someone i really don't know very well. keep writing!

angela

hi world!
Leaving for LA in about 8 hours for some snowboarding and famiry time :). Given my one full day stay (today) back home, I am :( I didn't get to see erryone but a good handful of them. Saw a group of them cross country goobs on a run today and caroling yesterday, then headed to a late night showing of black swan (i still have scary images in my head when i try to sleep!) Overall a pretty good movie, but it was so tiring because I just couldn't rest! Each scene was tense, like something/someone was just gonna pop out of nowhere and eat natalie portman (who was incredibly trim and bullemic, but still gorgeous in the movie).



oyah. mila kunis is okay too.

Poojs was back from India after a four month trip, and it was really refreshing to catch up with her again, but I was not aware she'd be going BACK TO INDIA until may.

okay theres a straight up non-emo post for yall.

goodnight
:)

angera

there is SO MUCH CRAP in my room here at home.

once i graduate im coming home and throwing half this stuff away

pregunta? what do you ex-ayso players do with your trophies? I mean they're pretty and all but they are starting to take up so much space!

sickk.

im awkward

so i was at cream today with vu and saw boy from my high school wearing a lambda shirt


me: HEY! You don't go here! Arent you in PA PHI?

lambda makes "cut it out" face at me...

angela: NO im pretty sure! P A Phi right?

lambda: no. dont go there.

Angela: what you're not in PA PHI?? PA PHI P-A-PHI? PINEAPPLE????


end post. this was probably the first time i've ever talked to this guy despite the fact we're in the same grade and went to the same high school

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edit... sean catousse gave me a bear hug today :)

i feel a very personal hard ass reflective post coming on. in the days prior to or after my birthday.

edit: 3 of my personal pet peeves

1. people who are too feeble to voice their opinions. please, stand up for the matters you care about.

2. behind yo' back shit talkers. shit talking is okay to a certain extent, and if there is legit shit to be discussed. but one thing i truly disrespect is when people talk shit about someone, then the next day comes around and they are kissing ass of that same person. where is your integrity, do you stand for anything?

3. people who whine about their situation without doing a single thing to change it

Hero of the day

jminister89 6:21 pm
(6:21:16 PM): ya i jus needa get out of the lib
(6:21:28 PM): been here since 11
(6:21:28 PM): of yesterday... -_-



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Also, finals week never fails to fatten me up >[

how's that for some perspective.

in the past 9 months I have officially been on all 3 sides of the fence.

photostream

a flurry of memories, people, and events that make me smile and/or scratch my head at how random the people in my life are.

when i am stressed i am a restless fickle fidgeter.

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SCORE!!! CONGRATUMalations TO my big big bro for passing his IP Bar!!!
and contratumalations me for getting my boots i ordered online... BERKELEY, RAIN, YOU AINT GOT NOTHIN ON ME.

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Professor Sul,

I think you are the meanest lady teacher I have ever had. You are SO rude!! I can forgive you for having a thick Korean accent, that's not your fault. I can forgive you for your hair, that's kinda your fault. But I can't forgive you for how RUDE you are in office hours. Must you GLARE at us every time we ask a question and imply that we are illiterate lazy dimwits!? Did you know that after I asked you my first question I pretty much crossed out 60 of my other questions because I didn't want to deal with your attitude. To ___, I give you props for staying in that lady's dungeon after I left. I wonder if she's like this every day or if like her dog just died or something.

Professor...I have one word for you.


HMPH!

(see you at the midterm tomorrow!)
sincerely,
>[ gela

To my dear family,

I love you very much. Stay strong!
-Me


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edit. there are some days when i wake up and then all the sudden it's night. For example: today

listomania:

1. I spent 2 hours trying on beanies and hats yesterday, and came to the conclusion that my head shape is not conducive to hat wearing. When you wear a beanie, is there supposed to be flappity flap thing extending over the top?? I've seen some people wear it like that and it looks fine, but when I tried it on and looked in the mirror, I rofled. Looks like I put a piece of toast in the beanie before i put it on.

2. deleted :|

3. Although I am sad I will never get to travel with the team to a bowl game, it feels so awful good to NOT wake up at 6am to put a football player's sock on his foot (true story.)

4. its true. I am stalling. going to go for a run then return to this $%^&*()))()&(^%^#*@$ nutrition 150 lab class. layter.

VICTORY

i just spent 4 hours writing about what happens when i stick my hand in cold water then hot water. i dont know if ive ever felt more negatively about a lab. SHO ST00PID.

UGH
I
AM
SO
FINISHED
WITH
THIS
STUPID
LAB
CLASS
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SDF&^G(*JU)IKO#$%^&*(

There is possibly no regret more heart wrenching than failing at something without the consolation of knowing that you gave your best.

IM ALLMOST 21

:) BIRTHDAY PARRRRRTY BIRTHDAY PARTYYYYYYYYYYY BIRTHDAY PARTYAEIYHIOAEYHAEYAWE50UY235Y239U6]0936UOP6245

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EDIT: WILL NOT PARTY UNLESS I STUDY STUPER HARD FOR FYNALZ
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