goodbye

goodbye internet, fb, gchat, school, finals, midterms, research, volunteer, career, stress.

this weekend is just what i need.

yes lets come back fresh

its silly

how unpredictable and inconsistent emotions are...

but right now, whale, i feel pretty happay.

random notes:

+ nyquil <---i need to start using this shiet even when im not sick! i had the best nap ever today.


+WOOOZAHhh just semi-owned a final this mornning, and am out to hunt down #2 in a day.

+ just had some d'lish ICI <3 with chili/chocolate/toffee followed by some delicious apple crip pie made by some delicious people :) food is the real reason i never come to the roomies till late at night.

i feel like toppin' this post of with a photo


wildflower in t minus 1 day!! can't wait to get outta this town for the next few days...

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hahaha idk why im so excited. never even been to one but im a little stoked. keepin this on the happy bookshelf in the corner of my mind :)

separate lives

you know what? thats okay. thats actually okay.







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on another note,

every time i flip a lightswitch and nothing happens... i feel like some small undiscovered continent blows up.

old pepo wisdom

BIKE WILDCAT [X]

check.


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today while biking with pat, we befriended this dude named Clint. Clint is 50+ years old. He is also crazy. He has a daughter and commutes from Richmond to some Easy Bay city (i forget the name) every day at 5:30 in the morning. For 2.5 hours. On his bike. While talking to Clint, I was pretty inspired at how carefree he seemed. He was hummed loudly and talked a lot, cracking jokes and spilling advice (many times TMI) to us while we politely nodded. He's done wildflower 20+ times, is going to do an "easy ironman" in the next few months as a recovery for his knee injury.

So we followed him on a little (actually really long) detour from grizzly peak ride to Wildcat as he imparted wisdom to our our naive, young'n heads.

"it's great that you guys are out here. to be honest, out of 100 kids your age, only 20 are in college. and even of those people not enough realize what a blessing it os. So many opportunities"
"For me, I'm old but I'm happy to wake up every day. glad to even be able to do something like bike 100 miles"

he then advised us to watch out for "girls flashing their boobies" at wildflower (in T minus 4 days!!)

One more interesting tidbit on his resume- he won $5000 dollars for winning a triathlon back in the day but apparently that's zilch to prize earnings today- ONE HUNDRED THOUSAND DOLLARS for the big kahuna winners. yowza.

end post.

STRONGER

could be = should be

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WHERE IS THE

BUTTON

HAHAHAA and then the sht hit the fan.

PLEASE, DEAR JESUS

please please please please. please please. PRETTY PLEASE. let me in. please. you have on idea how much i want this. actually, you do.


I AM CROSSING MY FINGERS. PLEASE!!!!!!!

EVERY DAY I SEE MY DREAM

every time i dive in my pool
its hard to be humble
when i do the breast stroke through an underground tunnel...

LMFAO has maaad catchy beats

RANDOM fact of the day: mark zuckerberg is worth 4 billion dollars. goes to show how much time the world books the faces

RANDOM incident of the day: On Mondays I volunteer with ante/postpartum units. While volunteering there today at I met three 16 year olds who had just had a baby. can u believe that? 16 year olds! born in 1993! they are kiddos, having kiddos of their own.

RANDOM thank yous of the day: hooray for speshul friends :) yalll make this worth it.

GRFO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:D U IS A SUCKAAAA

my interpretation

Your words still get me, mang. My recollection at its best:


"I was so caught up in my dreams. I had made it all the way to Stanford to be a collegiate golfer, to earn my way into a high paying job as a businessman, to buy an expensive house and be rich, rich, rich. A culmination of successes piled on top of each other.

Then he asked, but would you really be happy?

And I couldn't give him an answer. It was then that I decided how empty I really was- Something needed to change."