Monday, November 29, 2010

I don't really understand people who eat fat free ice cream

also, careful what shrooms you munch on!

Friday, November 26, 2010

you learn something new erry day!

Endorpins. Endo rphins. ENDO-RPHINS
endogenous morpines
true story!

Thursday, November 25, 2010

More than turkey

Obligatory "what am I thankful for" post
GSI's
nerdy beyond belief? believe it. In my four years here at Cal, I've pretty much decided that the quality of education I've gotten so far is pretty crap compared to what I got in high school for reasons I won't discuss now. I do 95% of my learning own or from GSI's. I have three really EXCELLENT GSI's this semester who care a lot about their work and put a lot of energy and love into teaching (as lame as that sounds). Has made this academic semester bearable.
NEED TO: Step up my game, NURD stayyle

Mobility
Movement keeps me sane. If anything, this is what I most take for granted on a daily basis. I need to keep in mind to be better to my body, because I definitely abuse it. NEED TO: rest more, stretch more, eat less crap.

Eric, Jackie, Andy, Ma and Pa
Not going to lie. I've neglected talking to my fambam as much as previous semesters, with the excuse of being "busy." In truth, there should never be a time where hanging out with my friends takes precedence over family especially during these times when it gets harder to have us all together. When they call me (especially pa. ESPECIALLY PA)I really ought to be less of a brat and more thankful that I have this source of unconditional love.
Need to: cherish them

roomies, old and new friends
Roomies. Over the past 4 years they've seen me suffer or celebrate through it all...especially cus.... I always have to go home to my bed every night haha. This semester I've really appreciated the better qualities of the three awesome girls I live with. For the past 2, 3, or even 4 (for diane) years, they've been there for me as an outlet and source of support. Not only have they tolerated me in emo mode, brat mode, annoying early riser-mode, and more...they actually come to me in friendship mode and do those little things to show they care about me even when I am feeling restless and distant.

Old friends, same goes for you. I can be such a mess when I get stressed, and if you are close enough to me and have been there to suffer the wrath of Spring '10 emo-gela, I'm sure I've cried on your shoulder. I'm sad we don't get to hang out as much as we have in the past but the good thing is that no time seems to pass when we do meet up.

New friends.
I really don't know what to say except that some of you have come out of nowhere. absolutely nowhere. This past semester was full of strange surprises, sprinkling my life with a cast of new people. I can't really explain a worthy adjective to describe you but... "cool." I have a lot of fun hanging out with some of you, like we click perty good. And that. Is a rare quality to find because I can be quite the squarebear with most people.

So I guess as an in general reflection...thank you to everyone and everything that has picked me up over the past few months. If you've ever been through a depressing phase you now how grim getting up can feel. The contrast between past and present helps me to better appreciate where I am now. On a relevant note, I realize that these days I giggle and smile a LOT more than I used to. I seem find almost everything funny or silly, and can't contain the giggles once they start. Then I feel lame for being the only one in the room laughing.

..ok..
SWIFT TRANSITION: DINNER TODAY was D-LICIOUS!! I cooked MP's pesto pasta and a boo-berry pie that one of the soccer players gave me the recipe for. It was oh so good I had to make a second one to sustain my fam.


ALSO, I realized...It's about time I had a pair of slick boots.

Friday, November 19, 2010

Bliss









There is a certain bliss that comes with having absolutely no idea what the future holds.


Wednesday, November 17, 2010

I love getting these

quite the complement..someone think im gud lookin ^^

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

"do you come here much,

i swear i've seen your face before"

well, today was supposedly the last "nice" day for a while (crossing my fingers the forecast is wrong, though)
Went on a fine hill run and a post-run dip in the water. Highlight of my day, without a doubt. It's a shame what people miss out on if they don't go out for some fresh air.

One of the more scenic spots up fire trail:

If you can figure out where this hiding spot is, i'll give you a dollar!

BTW I finally figured out to upload a photo background on this sucka. Meet herbie, my child with judy and the new star of my background.

Monday, November 15, 2010

LLOLOLOLOLOLOL

HE SAID SHE SAID HE SAID SHE SAID HE SAID SHE SAID HE SAID SHE SAID SHE LIKE HE LIKES SHE LIKES HE LIKES HER


THIS IS SO LAME. WHAT ARE WE, IN MIDDLE SCHOOL?
never thought I'd requote this one from my trip to USC when I got in trouble, but it happened again.



"other peoples' perceptions are their reality"

and if their perception is bullshipped, then so is their reality.


(trying not to swear so much this post.)

Sunday, November 14, 2010

who the fuck do you think you are.

lol today you just capitalized on how much of a douche you are. congrats, you are the KING of douche. why could I not understand this before.

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Not going to lie, pretty sad right now

i bet giorgio is writing in his fail blog right now =[

Thursday, November 11, 2010

pet peeve #1) Flaky McFlakester

grr. sometimes, i think you should just apologize. you'd save yourself some face.

APOROGIZE!!

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2:16 AM i've been sleepin' hella late these days. diet coke works wonders. i am sittin in my fave pair of sweats and cupertino sweatshirt, but drake is telling me through my computer that I'm fancy huh. so it's cool. i mean, it's coo*



Ready to rock out this drugs paper.

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

okay

so i'm like... legit confused.

dilemma

switch to tumblr? sometimes iz prettier.

edit.
just made one of my top 10 all time sammiches:

honey ham (deli sliced, not from the package!)
cheddar cheese
light mayo
tomato
garden spinach
sliced haas avacados
all on toasted hazelnut bread
so good i dropped it, had to get my camera so i could savor it after i ate it. :D


Monday, November 8, 2010

fail blog

first off: quick life update. last week was fynalz meyhem. thank goodness for friday night sake with the roomates then a saturday win by beast bears then coming home to hang with famiry. I really enjoyed seeing my family again and find that the more time i spend with my roomates the more I appreciate their good qualities. shout out to youguys, if you read :)





these days i have been failing a lot. the good thing is that, for the most part, they are trivial fails, but they just happen so gosh darn often. i can literally name multiple incidents a day I just phailphailphail. silly stuff. like ALL OF THESE HAPPENED TODAY:

1) slathering sunblock on myself before my morning run then walking into a rainy, dark and sunless day

2) eating mu ping's yogurt cus i thought it was mine. it was hers. reminds me of a few days ago when she asked if she could borrow my car for an event she had to be at so i gave her my key. hours later, i get a text "um angela...you gave me your house keey" sorry MP i hope the apology ice cream makes up for it

3) On Fri: spending an hour perfecting my own original chocolate cookie recipe, then upon completion DROPPING THE GLASS BOWL ON THE FLOOR AND SHATTERING INTO PIECES




4) I ask all my roomates if they need anything from target. I receive only ONE request: covergirl eyeliner. Di gives me example to carry in my pocket so I can compare when I am in the store. I FAIL and retrieve wrong eyeliner. need to return it tomorrow.

5)THIS MORNING: I debate between wearing sneakers or flip flops to treatment at stadium this morning. i choose "SLIPPERS. BECAUSE ITS SUNDAY, AND BECAUSE ITS SUNDAY=EASY TREATMENT, BOSS SHUD BE OKAY WITH IT TODAY BECUS NORMALLY SUNDAY IS CHILL"(-my brain's quote this morning, verbatim) I walk into stadium and erryone stares at me as I come in because I SLIDE IN ON MY SLIPPERY SLIPPERZ CUS THEY ARE WET AND IT IS RAINING. My greeting from boss was "Tell me why are we waring slippers." siigh. the redeeming point of my shift: keenan allen liked my cookies :)

So I think I'm officially accidentally on my way to a fail degree. will pick it up this spring. except I will definitely spell my name wrong on it, and show up at my ceremony the hour after it ends. accidentally. because that is how i roll. the fail way.
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okay now anyway, this semester wont stop being eventful. Lots of things keep happening to me. People and events, keeping my life on its toes. i have much to write about, but will save it for another post. I will leave one thought for meditation

the word unrequited has terribly painful implications. luckily, or unluckily, karma is a bitch.

Thursday, November 4, 2010

it's a lonely hour. thanks for your company.


troopin' on at 4am. Been a terrible student this past month. start fresh ? easier said than done. but the attempt is under way.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

main stacks

edit: this came to my head while talking to friend on aim. an old convo my mom sent me:


Hi Angela,

Is it cold over there?
Do you have enough blacks?

I transfered the money to your bank.
Let me know if you more.

Have a good start on you school.

bye

love
mom



u can imagine i was confused. black people? black what?
turns out-black INK.

HEY MA, GUESS WHAT! you missed an important word thurrr... THE NOUN!!!

peace

Monday, November 1, 2010

MVP OF THE DAY: LLEE

TO YOU, cus i know you read this.


whoaitslloyd 11:13 pm
(11:13:13 PM): it's not my fault
(11:13:18 PM): i was born with it
(11:13:22 PM): ability to exude awesomeness
muffinmonstero7 11:13 pm
(11:13:22 PM): FUN JEANS?
whoaitslloyd 11:13 pm
(11:13:31 PM): YUP
muffinmonstero7 11:13 pm
(11:13:35 PM): lol someone is inlove with himself
whoaitslloyd 11:13 pm
(11:13:35 PM): my fun genes
(11:13:38 PM): got translocated
muffinmonstero7 11:13 pm
(11:13:40 PM): OMG DONT EVEN START
whoaitslloyd 11:13 pm
(11:13:41 PM): in front of
muffinmonstero7 11:13 pm
(11:13:51 PM): in front of heavy chain promoter/?
whoaitslloyd 11:13 pm
(11:13:53 PM): ya
(11:13:57 PM): a lot of bcell activity
(11:14:02 PM): --> upregulation of lloyd fun gene LFG
muffinmonstero7 11:14 pm
(11:14:04 PM): so it is extensively expresed?
whoaitslloyd 11:14 pm
(11:14:07 PM): ya
(11:14:10 PM): i got fun tumor
muffinmonstero7 11:14 pm
(11:14:11 PM): SHITZZZ
(11:14:16 PM): THATS UR SECRET
whoaitslloyd 11:14 pm
(11:14:22 PM): i know you're smiling
muffinmonstero7 11:14 pm
(11:14:23 PM): That actually doesn't soudn pretty
whoaitslloyd 11:14 pm
(11:14:26 PM): don't even
(11:14:29 PM): lie to me
(11:14:29 PM): right now
(11:14:34 PM): DON'T EVEN
(11:14:36 PM): FUCKING LIE TO ME RIGHT NOW
muffinmonstero7 11:14 pm
(11:14:37 PM): nuh uh
(11:14:39 PM): im not
(11:14:40 PM): i am
(11:14:42 PM): repressing smile
(11:14:43 PM): with arf repressor
whoaitslloyd 11:14 pm
(11:14:45 PM): no way
(11:14:46 PM): LOL
muffinmonstero7 11:14 pm
(11:14:50 PM): fuckin ubiquitniated the shit
whoaitslloyd 11:14 pm
(11:14:58 PM): out of your smile?
muffinmonstero7 11:15 pm
(11:15:06 PM): NO, the TF that transcribes smile
whoaitslloyd 11:15 pm
(11:15:09 PM): well
(11:15:15 PM): i phosphorylated your arf gene
muffinmonstero7 11:15 pm
(11:15:14 PM): OK THIS SHOULD STOP NOW


this is what you do to us, kunxin, this is what you do.