i just said "obama bin laden" while trying to read a question from my practice test

end post.

HEY YOU

HEY MR!! you play this game well, even if you are totally oblivious of it.

oh and HEY, YOU, other MR!! You are really pushing my buttons today!!!! -____-

2:30 PM I have a midterm on drugs and the brain in exactly 1 hour and here i sit, listening to Aaron Carter and looking at pictures from this summer. This is a problem..

edit: thanks, life, for putting ants in my room this morning!

emaiLOL

6:56 PM

today i said a bad word in the library and an old guy across from me gave me a look of death. it then occured to me that over the past year or so i've become quite the pottymouth... this needs to stop :( i will try to tone it down, sorry world.

craparoo.

9/21/10 9:51 PM my FB activity keeps increasing. time to moderate =[

this blog. i update. too much. might as well get a freakin' twitter.

woke up at 7:49 am to use the bathroom

then went straight to youtube to look up football. Being an SMI has intrigued me to follow the sport (how can it not, when you're suddenly surrounded by it 15 hours a week?)

I'm still a newb, but learning. Here are 2 of the monumental clips I feel sorta ignorant for not having seen until today:

2. Jahvid Best's epic concussion

1. The play

Not saying I'm an affectionado or annoying girl fanatic (gawd please hurt me if that happens). Just trying to be a good SMI :)

a few of the best feelings in life

in no particular order:

1. fresh laundry after having to re-wear socks out of desparation

2. long awaited urination

3. post hill-run euphoria

if i named my kid charity, would she get lots of free stuff by virtue others' subconscious?

If i named my kid dash, would he be fast like dash oliver?

What happens to a balloon when it pops in the atmosphere? Does it fall back down back to earth (if anyone has ever seen this let me know...)?

I am really bad at taking complements. my response is either awkward or insulting to the complement-giver. I need to work on this.

...ahhh... :)

i like to look at this picture when I am stressed. it is one of my all time favorites, but ironically I was not even there to see it for myself. its a pic my bro took when he went to tahoe a few years back:

Looking at it makes me melt a little.

anyhoo! updates for the day

1. today i saved a good friend who was stranded on his bike millions of miles in the middle of the desert (slight exaggeration). Don't worry, i got ur back!!

2. it really irks me when people are so passively aggressive about stuff. stop beating around the bush. just beat the gosh darn bush.

3. I''ve been far too inclined to going out these past few weeks. I thought last weekend was enough, but now jlau is coming up again and that means one thing.......

4. i've been having a really good hair week! how spectacular.... I used to hate my hair, but maybe i just needed to give it a chance and grow out. give me a few more months and I'll have that simba like mane!

5. i just impulsively bought 3 swimsuits online =[ bad me.

6. my arms are cold again.

not a post of out of arrogance but out of necessity

hey you. yes you. i'm going to win and you're going to lose, you ass.

INSPIRED

my brain thinks too many loud thoughts. sometimes i put a lid on it because I don't want to overkill this blog or spam followers' newsfeeds with annoying updates. but then i realize this blog's whole damn purpose is to hold my thoughts, regardless of how spontaneous and frequent they may be. After reading a blog of my friend's brother (i swear im not a creeper) I really admired the way he spills out his thoughts so honestly and profusively. He inspired me to start blogging without caring anymore.

BEGIN THOUGHTS:

1. This weekend has been eventfully draining. Way too much has happened, and there are a few things I should have thought through more clearly about before jumping into action. Regardless, I know I am a college student and I will be careless at times.

2. I get excited when I meet new people because the more you put yourself out there the more potentially amazing friendships you may make. There is no real downside it! If you meet an ass, you can drop 'em. Meet a good one, keep 'em. Considering this is my last year as college student, I realize how crucial these next few months are. They will slip by too quickly.

3. Come December, I want to have a birthday party. Sometimes when I am trying to study my mind thinks about it. I think about what songs I want on the playlist. I wonder how well my Berkeley friends would mesh with my hometown friends.

4. I've been a real douche to three people in particular over the past few months/weeks and wish I could say sorry. But saying sorry is the equivalent of peeling of the band aid of an old yucky wound. What's done is done.

5. There's this one football player who I can NEVER stretch right. It always makes me feel bad. He didn't even get a good stretch after I put my whole body weight into giving him a groin stretch (YEAH, it did look awkward if that's what you're wondering!)

6. Today a friend took me to the bball courts and I played some 3 on 3 bball with a bunch of freshman looking boys. My shooting and playing skills in general suck, but I definitely had fun and want to play again. It's a refreshing change from run/swim/biking.

7. Do you ever have those random moments when you re-realize something that you already know, and it shocks you? Today while I was washing the dishes I realized my sister is married. WTF????

8. my arms are cold. im going to turn on my electric blanket and crawl into the covers. nighty.

life changing moment

have you ever had one of those life changing moments when something you've believed in so faithfully proves to be false? and then your whole world turns upside down and you feel fooled. denied. tricked.

today, i found out the SPF daily moisturizer I have been using for the past two years is actually not SPF. I am shamed and embarrased. There were days I would leave my house unprotected from those harmful UV rays, then upon realizing my mistake I would go out of my way to RETURN to my house for the sole purpose of retrieving and applying my dear SPF moisturizer.

ALL THIS TIME, IT WAS NOT SPF. Karen told me it in passing today, but little did she know those four words would shatter my world- "Dude...it's not SPF"

I have lost all faith in this deceitful world. goodness knows the genetic damage I have so obliviously accumulated in these crucial two years...sigh. goodnight world. this means war.

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edit. also- if you fb stalk for too long, you realize that the world is way too small.