my brain thinks too many loud thoughts. sometimes i put a lid on it because I don't want to overkill this blog or spam followers' newsfeeds with annoying updates. but then i realize this blog's whole damn purpose is to hold my thoughts, regardless of how spontaneous and frequent they may be. After reading a blog of my friend's brother (i swear im not a creeper) I really admired the way he spills out his thoughts so honestly and profusively. He inspired me to start blogging without caring anymore.
BEGIN THOUGHTS:
1. This weekend has been eventfully draining. Way too much has happened, and there are a few things I should have thought through more clearly about before jumping into action. Regardless, I know I am a college student and I will be careless at times.
2. I get excited when I meet new people because the more you put yourself out there the more potentially amazing friendships you may make. There is no real downside it! If you meet an ass, you can drop 'em. Meet a good one, keep 'em. Considering this is my last year as college student, I realize how crucial these next few months are. They will slip by too quickly.
3. Come December, I want to have a birthday party. Sometimes when I am trying to study my mind thinks about it. I think about what songs I want on the playlist. I wonder how well my Berkeley friends would mesh with my hometown friends.
4. I've been a real douche to three people in particular over the past few months/weeks and wish I could say sorry. But saying sorry is the equivalent of peeling of the band aid of an old yucky wound. What's done is done.
5. There's this one football player who I can NEVER stretch right. It always makes me feel bad. He didn't even get a good stretch after I put my whole body weight into giving him a groin stretch (YEAH, it did look awkward if that's what you're wondering!)
6. Today a friend took me to the bball courts and I played some 3 on 3 bball with a bunch of freshman looking boys. My shooting and playing skills in general suck, but I definitely had fun and want to play again. It's a refreshing change from run/swim/biking.
7. Do you ever have those random moments when you re-realize something that you already know, and it shocks you? Today while I was washing the dishes I realized my sister is married. WTF????
8. my arms are cold. im going to turn on my electric blanket and crawl into the covers. nighty.
