these days i have been failing a lot. the good thing is that, for the most part, they are trivial fails, but they just happen so gosh darn often. i can literally name multiple incidents a day I just phailphailphail. silly stuff. like ALL OF THESE HAPPENED TODAY:
1) slathering sunblock on myself before my morning run then walking into a rainy, dark and sunless day
2) eating mu ping's yogurt cus i thought it was mine. it was hers. reminds me of a few days ago when she asked if she could borrow my car for an event she had to be at so i gave her my key. hours later, i get a text "um angela...you gave me your house keey" sorry MP i hope the apology ice cream makes up for it
3) On Fri: spending an hour perfecting my own original chocolate cookie recipe, then upon completion DROPPING THE GLASS BOWL ON THE FLOOR AND SHATTERING INTO PIECES
4) I ask all my roomates if they need anything from target. I receive only ONE request: covergirl eyeliner. Di gives me example to carry in my pocket so I can compare when I am in the store. I FAIL and retrieve wrong eyeliner. need to return it tomorrow.
5)THIS MORNING: I debate between wearing sneakers or flip flops to treatment at stadium this morning. i choose "SLIPPERS. BECAUSE ITS SUNDAY, AND BECAUSE ITS SUNDAY=EASY TREATMENT, BOSS SHUD BE OKAY WITH IT TODAY BECUS NORMALLY SUNDAY IS CHILL"(-my brain's quote this morning, verbatim) I walk into stadium and erryone stares at me as I come in because I SLIDE IN ON MY SLIPPERY SLIPPERZ CUS THEY ARE WET AND IT IS RAINING. My greeting from boss was "Tell me why are we waring slippers." siigh. the redeeming point of my shift: keenan allen liked my cookies :)
So I think I'm officially accidentally on my way to a fail degree. will pick it up this spring. except I will definitely spell my name wrong on it, and show up at my ceremony the hour after it ends. accidentally. because that is how i roll. the fail way.
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okay now anyway, this semester wont stop being eventful. Lots of things keep happening to me. People and events, keeping my life on its toes. i have much to write about, but will save it for another post. I will leave one thought for meditation
the word unrequited has terribly painful implications. luckily, or unluckily, karma is a bitch.
