you have NO idea.
notes. to..self.
"impossible" is what they are all saying. all of them.
in a particular arena of my life, I have a severe case of tunnel vision... for a brief moment today, there was a small hole that peeped in sunshine from the outside through this closed off tunnel, and i had a small epiphany. i will be fine.
but at the same time- although they say "impossible," that word is meaningless from someone who does not understand the context they are speaking in. The word "impossible" holds validity at my discretion. this is my decision.
sleep.