I just woke up from a 2 hr nap and had this bizarr-o dream. From it, i learned that

1) There is really something bothering me about going back to berzerk
2) My confidence in the future, while growing, is still greatly influenced by my perceptions of other people and how they view me. This needs to dissolve.

thats all,
awake from hibernation and hungry hungry as a hippo
-A

(LOL in part of my dream, I was eating alone on a rainy day at McDonalds. I had fries and a burger. This was not fun, and quite embarrassing when my friends said hi to me at the other table)