so im currently sitting next to a good friend at the coop library and in the midst of "labwork studying" (yeah, right,) I totally just had the largest epiphany ever.
sometimes if you live in fakeness for too long, you think what you have is real so you cheat yourself into settling because you WANT it to be something.
BUT
when it actually right, you don't have to work for the feeling, it just happens. it just clicks and everything fits so well you actually say to yourself WOW i got myself a human being that gets me. and when you laugh it comes from the middle of your insides and when you think, your thoughts are clever and real and and everything is golden.
thanks friend, you dunno it but u saved my life today.
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on another note, something I never told anyone before until today: When I was in middle school I had a mad crush on this boy in my PE class. We talked a lot on AIM and I was so bored one day at home I tried to guess his password, and I got it. It was "Piedmont"
yes i am tricksy ;)
