ebbing out of my tipZness..

SO. i just came back from a PA PHI party a(yeahhh laugh all you want I'm a graduated senior who just went to a frat party). All in all it was a pretty good experience but it did consecrate in my mind a few solid thoughts

1. I am perpetually awkward in groups of people I don't know or feel the need to impress. Alcohol, though, is often a remedy or at least ameliorates the situation.

2. When my stomach says no, it means no.

As foolish as this sounds, a lot of the time I do believe that alcohol has the effect of making me think extremely clearly. Clearly in the sense that my thoughts are direct and to the point; catered directly towards my most brash and innate desires at the moment. I cut to the point.

I had a good talk with a friend about relationships. I don't feel this is the time to deliberately gush out harbored sentiments, but let this post be a bookmark of a day I learned some things about myself.